* lyn : )

♥ Friday, March 30, 2007 ♥

11:01:00 AM

Right. so i haven been blogging since a long long time. last sat (24th march) i meet out w chua and her cell mates from church. so yeah. we went to sentosa the siloso beach. it was super nice la. then i saw joanna (finally), i saw qi ying also.. met nice nice ppl.. and i miss beach going!so ya. and we took e monorail back home. we even went to VIVO city. hahahs. and i simply love starbuck's CHEESECAKE. nice~

for the past few days, i've been like working n working. cuz i'm leaving this company already. kinda begining to miss this place already. the days spent over there contains joy, happiness, tears, anger and sadness. oh wells. they jus feel like it has jus happen yesterday, for all the memories spent are still in my mind, so clearly..

~ sometimes knowing too much things can b a sin

♥ Friday, March 23, 2007 ♥

12:48:00 AM

i sort of cant wait for my dad to come back home.. it's like he goanna take care of my course fees and etc. i always feel safe w him taking care of all my bills. hee! goanna go for my checkup tmr. damn sian la. i do hope i dun have hepertitis B la!! i heard it's genetic... hopefully i dun get it and neither do i need any needles poking into me. ^^

12:29:00 AM

I'm so bloody pissed off. u're not only selfish and all u know is to care abt urself. did u do anythin for the sales or even present urself in the sales floor? no, u didnt.

wad was the main thing which u did? very easy. during the last 4 hours of shop all u did was asking me and joan how much we wan to give u for closing. keep repeating that sales was bad (and did nothing abt it). going for toilets for goodness-know how many times. and lastly, hiding inside the storerm and do ur makeup. wad ~~the fuck~~ is going on in ur mind.

U should be grateful that sales was consider good despite of the poor crowd. I even had this customer that bought 6 V necks lycra, 2 spagetti tops, 2 gathering polo, 6 pcs of crew necks.. which is like a total of SG$112. which my sales shld have been damn good one la. even joan and i serve a customer who bought 2 pairs of jeans and 2 polo which cost SG$90.

HOW CAN UR SALES BE SO DAMN BAD..??

reason being simple.
* u didnt push ur sales
* neither did u serve them.

U were selfish and irresponsible and only know how to push the blame to others. it's such a wonder how u could b promoted. but things goanna end soon.. all the night mares for samantha will be gone, easily. for i can tell, it's really easy to grab the bottle of water which lies so near to her. it's jus like walking past the desert, a pool of water will surface. Hang in there and u'll get ur share of water.. a huge amount too. have faith and hang in there. hopefully u can find ur peace there whilst enjoying the water! (:

♥ Thursday, March 22, 2007 ♥

8:50:00 AM

I came into blogger w lots of things to blog. but suddenly seeing the whole blank area makes me ponder what i really wan to blog. Oh sighs. life's bored.

My confirmation letter frrom NYP jus came into my post ytd and my mum being forever anxious went to open the thing. AHHHHH. ~pissed. nothing much inside, just all those form and i have to go for checkups etc. and for me, i can ONLY go to bdk... the nearest one.. my sch fees are damn ex... i think if i wanna pay thru my dad's cpf it'll be cheaper.. but i've to pay back to his cpf after i graduate.. AND i'd b using the govt's tuition grant... which means the 3 yrs i dun have to pay tuition fees but when i grad.. I'd have to slog for 3 years before i'm offically independent... but it's a huge sum.. cuz initally i have to pay 13k but now only 2k.. which is a huge sum of money... I have to go for a hepatitis B test.. compulsory for all hs student.. I wonder if i have that since my dad have it........

i want to go back sch.. but i dun wan to go for the first few days.. i jus feel lonely... all alone going to sch.. my sch orientation will be on the 13th april.. the last of all school in nyp... 8.3o to 6pm.. wad time do i have to wake up for my sch man.. i have no idea.. do i wan to take 72 or shld i take the train? and i cant go w ting.. cuz hers will be on the 3rd apr to 4apr. ))))))):

Had this quarrel w my mum. I'm so pissed off la!!! but this lead to lots of things...... GOOD or BAD? aint too sure either. but i'm sure this time i'm really ~~leaving~~ not staying ..

♥ Monday, March 19, 2007 ♥

9:39:00 PM

Things will never be the same.. We used to be a real BIG and HAPPY family.. but i guessed everyone's going in different route, all in different directions. Clare, Verlin, Diana, Yi Ping and Me used to have so much fun..

seems like everything's gone ever since Diana left. despite us having to hang on even w/o her. things were slightly better. but after the major shifting in baleno kingdom, everyone seemed to go in different ways. I seldom even meet yiping only unless we met each other in shop otherwise we seldom even meet cuz of the kuku shifts we have got. only left me and verlin, forever being high. sadly, she's leaving too. tmr will be her last day.... as for clare, i can only meet her like once in a week?

Probably, I'm still not used to farewells and ppl leaving in my life. I jus dun like it. The feeling is like jusst so empty in me.

P/S: the first time kasper ever wants his staff
- ver and me-

♥ Wednesday, March 14, 2007 ♥

11:50:00 PM

It's my off day and I actually spent a day out with miss chua jl, esther. Or rather she (claims) she was accompanying me la. Nevertheless, we really had a nice day out tgt...

Initally we wanted to catch a movie at PS. but there wasnt really nice movie.. some shows were like bad timing for us so we didnt went to watch. But I went to see my darling Clare (xiao bu) and I saw xiao jing too.. The-look-so-diao but actually is nice girl. yeah. AND i bought my darling peach tea. See i so good (: but seriously, i really miss her lots.. the two of them...

Then we went Swensens' just to eat their ice-cream (the topless five which is damn cool and nice) and then after that we went to THIS FASHION looking for tops which I and chua wanted. AND WE GOT IT after finding it for so long ):

i wanna compile a list of everyone where u ppl are going. mind if u tag at my tagboard pls? like with the sch u are going to and the course together with the course code (poly) TY! :D

11:16:00 PM

Teritary Education

Junior Collegues

Polytechnics
- Temasek Poly
- Singapore Poly
- Nanyang Poly
- Ngee Ann Poly
- Republic Poly

11:08:00 PM

JCs!

Pamela Goh- Innova
Andrew Choo- Innova
Ahmad- Innova
Chi Ben- Meridian
Zi Min- Merdian
Jasmin Chin- Merdian
Jezer Goh- Merdian
Guang Wei- Merdian

♥ Tuesday, March 13, 2007 ♥

9:17:00 AM

I'm NOT perfect and so are YOU.

x.ihateu.x

♥ Saturday, March 10, 2007 ♥

6:14:00 PM

Finally I'm like meeting chua on wed. woo hoo. been a long long time since we had a very long day and guessed wad, I'm really looking forward to wed cuz I'll be able to see Min. I really haven seen her for ages la. It's goanna b a ladies nights. That's like wow wow wow and fun fun fun day! :D

Work have been fun w mk. But on the other hand, I do miss the presence of my dear lao nu ren. That's like I've spent 3 months plus w her. Probably that's how feelings and emotions come about. And why I've been wanting to find her at PS):

I need a new pair of lens! probably a coloured one this time round(:

♥ Wednesday, March 07, 2007 ♥

9:26:00 AM

I dreamt of Clare last night. Awwww. I miss her lots))):

anyways, the JAE posting exercise is out. And I didnt managed to get into any of my desired courses.. cuz the highest points is 14... And I'm 15. Oh man. My appeal courses are even like wierd. But it's okie..

Biomedical Infomatics Engineering (TP)
Nursing (NYP)
Marketing and Logistics (TP)

Very surprising right???!But I rather go nursing rather than going to RP. Not that I dun like the school, but I think NYP's Nursing is better and more well known and on top of that I'll get a secured job if i can graduate frm that school (^o^) so why not? (:

♥ Saturday, March 03, 2007 ♥

3:06:00 PM

I'm on MC today): went to Tampines Polyclinic yesterday. didnt wait very long lahs. It was quite fast actually.. It's been a long time when I fell sick. The last time was when I ran in the rain w Jonathan, Jun Wei and some other friends.. A heavy thunderstorm to be more accuate la. Then I was feeling super cold in Mdm Yasmin's English lesson which I was late for one hour.. hees. (It was an extra lesson during the holidays)

It was actually Clare's last day working with me.. To think I was on MC la. I'd miss her hell lots)))))): my lao nU ren, Clare (^.^) Really love her to bits and pieces la and my all time favourate Yu Yuan Mei, dearest Verlin(:

And I wont be working on Sunday lahs. Got plans already. Thus I wont be working w my dearest 'Clara-ra" la. )))))))): But Me and Ver had plotted a plan already.. Hahas. We really love our old woman.. Cuz she's OUR old woman (:

I wanna borrow lots n lots n lots of CD frm my shop. It's kinda sad to know she's leaving so is all the in-charge from snk. But if I'm going town anytime, I'm sure to find her.

♥ Thursday, March 01, 2007 ♥

3:53:00 PM

I wonder..

If I didnt go up, will u come down?

*lyn ponders*